I dont think i'm happy now. Sigh. My birthday will be a sad day for me. Why everything had become like this? Why dont you give yourself a chance a give me a chance. I understand that you're middle between we and your friends. But what about me? Mine is family problems. I'm in between Sebas and my father. I'm worst alright. Sigh. I really dont know what to do. I've no more confidence already. Hope you find your true love bah. Takecare. )':